Day 10 - I'm ugly and i am proud!

so yeah i may not be beautiful, certainly not according to this society's standards, because i am tan, i'm brown, i do not have very sharp features but a narrow forehead and a good big face, but i am proud! i may be ugly but i am proud! like a boss! just like spongebob said it.

well i got no other way out except to be proud of the way i am, because the beauty criteria of this world is just beyond my comprehension. I am not as ugly as the society portrays me to be (i had a whole bunch of guys crushing after me) but when i get to hear, even from my mom how that certain girl is so awfully beautiful and she turns out to be EXACTLY the opposite of me, well i do feel inferior at that time. i feel as if had i been more beautiful my mum would` have been even happier. Le sigh. 

But i am thankful to God for the way He made me, because He makes no mistakes. He is The Perfect. and i am proud to be His creation. 

Day 07 - The world never fails to amaze me

And another one of those extreme rage moments has taken over, when i practically want to diss someone so bad that he/she starts crying of shame.


Every family has that one skunk-face moron that habitually insults that other actually-an-awesome person (of the same family) for reasons, only God knows. No one on this planet has the legal right by any law or norm to malign someone to shit and spread any sort of scuttlebutt about him, although the kind humanity who fights real hard for the preservation of animal entitlement, leaves not even a single chance of not violating the fundamental law of human rights 'conservation'; tis always ignored by him. how ironic. we are more concerned about animal rights than our fellow human beings'!


You live in a foreign land, you utter good lingua franca (read: english), you dress the way what is generally not very appreciated in your culture and behold! you have the legitimate right to


        i) talk to someone whenever YOU want to and stop talking when you don't feel like it
        ii) swear in english to show the other person how inferior he is
        iii) whenever that by-all-means-inferior-to-you guy tells you his secret, spread the news
        iv) don't give an eff about his opinions and publicly humiliate him by your ostrich-expressions, eye-(that look like toad's)rolling, talk-to-the-hand


This is what this world has taught me. Yes.


P.S. Don't take me wrong. I'm not a hater. but sometimes when this is what i see happening around me, more like a usual routine, i do get pissed off. A lot. because being superior to all sorts of creatures we are supposed to respect each other, love each other and not hate, or slag off. when will this world learn to love, i wonder.